Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness;
for we do not know how to pray as we ought,
but that very Spirit intercedes with sighs too deep for words.
Like a cat
on soft paws
at my feet.
The refrigerator hums.
I find I am increasingly drawn into silence in response to the latest outrage, injustice, violence, or suffering, which lifts its terror, anger, and sorrow for a day or two, until it is drowned out by other cries, other horrors.
This silence, like a cat, is neither retreat, nor numbness. It is not denial, nor shrinking fear. Rather, it is a persistent and irresistible summons.
The silence owns me, abides in me, and will have its way with me. So I consent. I stop trying to be efficient and productive. I stop trying to understand, to explain, or defend.
I hold silence.
Perhaps you will find yourself similarly drawn and join me in holding silence in this season of waiting and hope. Some of us need to do this. That kitten is just waiting for you to sit down.
The Father spoke one Word,
which was his Son,
and this Word
always in eternal silence,
and in silence
must it be heard
by the soul.
– St. John of the Cross
Yes, I want to stop trying and hold the silence at least for this season. Thank you.
I really needed this. Thank you.